A week ago Friday, November 11th, my family’s lives were changed forever. My sister, Brooke, gave birth to my sweet niece, Blair Nicole’s earthly body at 6:15pm in Midland, TX. Blair Nicole was already in the arms of our Lord and Savior sometime before Thursday, November 10th at 4 pm. She was 5 lbs. 1 oz with perfect little lips, auburn hair, perfect little features…
This has been the hardest thing that my family has ever gone through. However, we have felt God’s abundant grace, His faithfulness, His provision, and His presence throughout this whole process. We all have our questions and don’t understand and wish this didn’t happen, but we all have peace that Blair is in heaven and being loved more by Christ than anyone of us could here on earth could ever have loved her and we look forward to the day we get to see her again.
I was in the desert when I found out about all of this and was devastated to say the least. The Lord provided and I was able to skype with my sister before and after she labored. I got to see sweet Blair through the computer, cry and rejoice in Blair’s life with Jesus, with my family as we said goodbye to her. I had such support from my friends & Chase- not sure if I could have gotten through it all without them. Jord & Chase were God’s abundant grace to me. Oh Sunday morning I woke up feeling like I should be with my family to mourn, hug, cry, & grieve with them… so I prayed about it, talked with Chase about it, prayed some more & right when Chase & I were praying my mom texted and said to get on skype- so we did. At that time mom had an overwhelming feeling that I needed to come home. There was my answer- God was faithful. So about 6 hours later I was on a plane headed back to America to be with my family by Monday night. God’s provision was felt when our community in Lubbock teamed together & purchased my plane ticket to come home… again abundant grace.
The service was held on Tuesday, November 15th in Big Spring, TX. It was so beautiful, God-glorifying and His presence was felt. I was amazed by Brooke & Clint’s strength & peace. Although, it was the hardest day of their lives, they walked through it with abundant grace, peace, and their love for the Lord and each other was so evident. I was blessed by them that day- their faith is so sure and so steadfast- only a faith that can come from the Lord. I praise Him for His provision in this. God in his provision gave Brooke & Clint the perfect songs to represent their precious daughter’s short, but significant life. If you would like to look up the songs that were played at the service here they are: “How He loves”- David Crowder Band (Clint has had this song on his heart since this all happened), “Held”- Natalie Grant, “Glory Baby”- Watermark.
I get to stay in the states till after Thanksgiving (the 27th). I know that this thanksgiving will be marked with tears, sorrow, pain, and heartache, but there will also be a sense of thanksgiving, rejoicing, praising, and peace that only comes from the Lord. Each day we are one day closer to hold miss Blair Nicole and meeting our Savior face to face. This is going to be a long road, but I am thankful we aren’t walking it alone. “Don’t be afraid for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.” Isaiah 41:10
One thing I know for sure is that Blair Nicole Scheulke was made for heaven and that is where she is resting in Christ’s arms.
“I will turn their mourning into gladness; I will give them comfort and joy instead of sorrow.” Jeremiah 31:13
“The Sovereign LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to tread on the heights.” Habakkuk 3:19
“Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.” Matthew 5:4
