in the waiting…

For those of you who know me well, know that I am what you would call a planner. I generally work better on a schedule and like to plan out my days, weeks, months, vacations, etc… Since marrying Chase I have become more free and ok used to not always having a plan (he is still helping me in this area! ha) and he actually enjoys having a plan & talking about what we have going on in our week together now- marriage is a give and take right? Anyway, this whole not knowing when labor will start and when I will get to hold my sweet baby girl is well, starting to be hard for my planning heart. I truly believe that God has her birthday already picked out and its the perfect day for both her and me… its just a matter of reminding myself of this! I wanted Lydia to wait for my mom to get, for Jord to get back from an unexpected trip to America and now that both of these things have happened… according to my plan she is supposed to come now…

We had a doctors appointment on Tuesday and everything looks great! Praise Jesus- heart beat, measurements, she is head down… however, I was not dilated, was 0% effaced, cervix was still back, but she was at a station -2 (Aubs sent me a pic of this… basically means she is head down & in position to hopefully start doing stuff… ) I thought that a little something more would have been going on since I was 39 weeks and 5 days that day… and have been seemingly having contractions on and off for a few weeks now (who knows?), but alas nothing. I have heard this is totally normal especially for your first baby and that ALL you moms out there have played this waiting game. Which I am ok with, but I was a little disappointed that I wasn’t even 1 cm dilated! Who knows what I am today- my due date- the doctor said things can change over night, but we still made an appointment for October 2nd, to discuss having an induction or not. I am hoping/praying that she will come on her own before that, but again trusting the Lord in His timing.

I think there are a few things (and I am sure more… just don’t know them yet) the Lord is teaching me through this… to wait on HIm… be still before the Lord & wait patiently for him…” Psalm 37:7… to trust in HIm… “but I have trusted in your steadfast love, my heart shall rejoice in your salvation.” Psalm 13:5… to enjoy this time as a gift with my mom and hubby before many sleepless nights and someone to care for 24/7… “Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights…”

I am thankful for these things He is teaching me… thankful to feel little wiggles and rolls in my tummy, thankful for a healthy pregnancy, thankful my mom gets to be here to see our life out here, thankful for a healthy baby girl growing inside of me, thankful for a sweet husband who takes such good care of us, thankful for a wonderful community who is excited for us, praying for us and involved in our lives, thankful the Lord chose us to be Lydia’s parents… So in the midst of waiting I am going to remind myself of these things and just be thankful.

While waiting we have…

done several border runs to make sure mom is on the correct Visa… she is now getting to experience and understand the joys of living in a border town…

had a mini impromptu baby shower with all sorts of gifts and love sent from America! Thank you to all that sent stuff- we feel super loved…

given mom a tour of Oasis Hospital where Lydia will be born & taken as many belly pics as possible since it’s probably hopefully the last week with it…

sat at Starbucks after finding some great deals on some last minute baby essentials…

packed and re-packed our hospital bags, organized Lydia’s nursery, watched several episodes of Parenthood, talked, eaten lots of food, and relaxed.

Some things on the list to do until Lydia is ready:

  • bake onesie cookies to share with friends that visit after Lydia’s arrival
  • Finish up some crafty things in the nursery
  • Maybe start Lydia’s scrapbook
  • Print pictures
  • Explore our town
  • Visit some local friends
  • Watch more Parenthood 🙂
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    5 Responses to in the waiting…

    1. Alison says:

      You look great! And yes, the waiting is the hardest part! Well, until the baby comes! 🙂 I’m glad your mom is there with you. What a special time to share together. Praying for you today!

    2. Georgia says:

      Every woman in the world just said “yes!”. Waiting and hoping and longing is so hard in those last few days/weeks. But it is worth it and once she is here life will never be the same again. Every day inside is a good day for her and just think, she is sleeping better right now and getting more rested than she will be for awhile on the outside! but man… every. day. is. hard (when you’re waiting!). Thinking of you and so so glad she has made it this long until everyone is there for you!

    3. Hannah says:

      Britt! I am so excited for you! I am sure that she is coming soon and I know that waiting is so HARD! Just take the time to relax and be a couple and be with your momma. She is coming soon no matter how you look at it and she will be in your arms quicker than you know. We are waiting with you. I HAVE to check my facebook throughout the day now just to see if she has arrived :). Lots of love and prayers to you guys. Lydia is going to be more amazing than you could ever dream.

    4. Liz says:

      Oh Sweet Friend… The waiting is so hard and I can totally relate to you. I’m so happy for you that your Mom is with you to share these sweet moments & make long lasting memories. Praying for patience, trust in the Lord’s timing & for enjoyment of these last few moments before Lydia makes her appearance. Love you & Miss you! Can’t wait to see pic! 🙂

    5. Carla says:

      I love the picture of you and your mom in front of your house. I have a picture of Jordan and me standing at the same spot when she was pregnant with Keadryn 🙂 Enjoy the time with your mama, I’m glad that Jord is there and some time soon we will be able to meet your precious daughter!! Love you xoxoxox